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Saturday, May 03, 2008
- 4:08 PM
firstly i would like to say, THANK YOUto all of you out there who think i'm fcking irritating and loud. you've really made my day. -im also very extremely stupid to have chosen the jc path. i'm obviously not cut out for it. i prove my choice wrong every single day. with each passing lecture and tutorial. I'M STUPID OKAY. stupid dumb and irritating. and short and small. happy now? that you all can just tell it to my stupid face. stop being cowards and do it behind my back. just tell it to me. GODDAMN IT WHY CANT YOU JUST TELL ME! -i'm god's biggest first and onlyMISTAKE. i dont know why im here. i dont know whats the point and purpose of me being around. oh yeah, to make others feel worthy and good. -i'm sick of always feeling like i'm not good enough for anyone. i'm sick of always feelingALONE. i'm sick of feeling everyone hates me. i'm sick of feeling this way. I'M SICK OF LIFE. -i hate the way i feel now. i'm emo-ing and wallowing inSELF-PITY. which is really sad because i USED to think that life was good. and life was worth living. friends were awesome. sajc was a rocking school (maybe it still is). i hate it when i find out things i never knew. bad things. i hate it when i find out you're a hypocrite. i hate it when i feel like i've nobody to turn to and i hate it when you think it's funny. i hate living in self denial and i hate it when i cant fit in and i pretend that i can. i hate feeling left out and i hate trying to be somebodyI'M NOT. AND I ALSO HATE THIS POST. maybe i should just be a loner. and i really want to drop out of school. NOW. yes, cant you tell, i'veGIVEN UP. like a loser.
she loves
-SOFTBALL!!
-ana
-goofing around
-being craaazy!
-drivin ppl mad!!
-laming around.
-HUHarharhar.
-makin ppl laugh!! (: -grinz-
she hates.
liars?*
=DOCTORS!! they suck.
=giving up. (altho i always do) )):
=musicals
Wishlist
she just wants /ipod shuffle
/score for o's
/softball!
/get past this period! /my own mitt!
/nike shoes!!
/to get on with life.
/to play nxt yr!
/to reorganize my life.