Wednesday, August 08, 2007
- 4:33 PM
shitty day. i hate today. it's like everytime i do sth wrong, ppl dont want to tell me what it is. then how will i know?! jeez. so unfair. just when i thought i was starting to fit in again, the bitching begins. about me. great. ppl must really hate me. but i dont know why. i hate school now. i practically have hardly any one that talks about me. well, there are ppl no doubt. (: thankfully. but still. i thought i was close to some ppl but apparently, i was an irritant, a pest, that pisses everyone off so bad they feel like yanking the living daylights out of me. i dont know why, am i really irritating? if so then too bad i guess. i dont mean to be. i just like to talk. if anyone has a problem with that then, i dont know. i cant change myself, i also wont. i like my character, so too bad. if you hate me then well, sorry, your loss? i can make friends easily, at least i think i can. but it hurts when your close good friends think you're irritating and what makes it worse is when they dont tell it to you but tell it to someone else. that becomes bitching. and apparently that's okay by everyone's standards. i dont know about you but i think bitching is quite wrong. no doubt everyone does it, but i seriously WANT everyone to STOP. it causes so much problems, misunderstandings, etc. everyone realizes it, so why dont we stop it? i feel like starting a petition. AGAINST BITCHING. *ps. here's the best part.. ppl are going to read this, and then bitch about me again. hoho. great, way to go vidya. you've done it yet again.
