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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
- 9:42 PM
so i got my one tree hill! like finally! (: yeah man. but it's season 2!!! darned. some freak of nature borrowed out the WHOLE OF SEASON 1! hurrrr. i was ready to kill. GRRRRR. anyways, nth much today. boring. had that english course thingy. which was a TOTAL let down. ): disappointing really. so primary school based. groan. so draggy too. shld have let others go when i could've. sigh. anyways, then i had doctor's. it went okay(: then came home about 6 plus. just finished with 2 episodes of my disc. (: YAY. it's awesome! i could watch it all day. but my conscience. nahh. wont hear of it. so yeah. rationing it slowly. maybe what, one two episodes a day? cant kill im sure. yeah. and so i was thinking. if brooke and peyton can go from 'top of each other's bitch list' to really great friends again, why cant i with her? i mean yeah yeah you say it's a tv show, i know! but still. why not? i guess she doesn want it. and so i shant push it. made enough of those kinda mistakes already. sigh. just wish deep inside. that well. somebody hears me! i'm so afraid to let all my feelings out cause the last time i did, it was disaster! DISASTER. and well, i cant handle anymore of those. still, doesn hurt to dream i guess. deep inside i really still hope we can be friends again. like the way we were last time. not too long back. if only there was a way. so i dont have to keep wallowing in my shadow all the time. im sick of it.
she loves
-SOFTBALL!!
-ana
-goofing around
-being craaazy!
-drivin ppl mad!!
-laming around.
-HUHarharhar.
-makin ppl laugh!! (: -grinz-
she hates.
liars?*
=DOCTORS!! they suck.
=giving up. (altho i always do) )):
=musicals
Wishlist
she just wants /ipod shuffle
/score for o's
/softball!
/get past this period! /my own mitt!
/nike shoes!!
/to get on with life.
/to play nxt yr!
/to reorganize my life.