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Saturday, April 07, 2007
- 2:15 PM
aights. life has been.. hard to say. just fell sick. down with flu, sore throat, cough. ahhhs. again. part 2. groan. and i thought i was cured! jeez. anyways. forget that. i havent been updating. oh wells. no time? hmm. and yeah, basically, life's getting bad. i keep thinking about suicide. which is no good. duh. but it just keeps coming to me and im afraid i'll really do it one day. cause i have more reasons to. in my head. maybe they arent reasonable reasons. but reasons nevertheless. ugh wad's wrong with you vid? you're turning your life upside down. and nobody's doing it for you but yourself! ppl are willing to be there for you u noe? but u just refuse to believe it. just because one left you, and the one whom u thought was always gonna be there for you. dont stop believing that ppl are arnd you vid. cause they are. just believe. you're gonna get thru this shit. somehow, someway or another. -am i? hard to believe that my life could crumble so quickly. just because of ED. i hate you ED. go away. stop robbing me of my life. ): but no, it's here to stay. is it who i am now? am i really a shadow of what i used to be? will my life revolve arnd it? or rather, will it be all that i am?
she loves
-SOFTBALL!!
-ana
-goofing around
-being craaazy!
-drivin ppl mad!!
-laming around.
-HUHarharhar.
-makin ppl laugh!! (: -grinz-
she hates.
liars?*
=DOCTORS!! they suck.
=giving up. (altho i always do) )):
=musicals
Wishlist
she just wants /ipod shuffle
/score for o's
/softball!
/get past this period! /my own mitt!
/nike shoes!!
/to get on with life.
/to play nxt yr!
/to reorganize my life.