Wednesday, April 11, 2007
- 9:33 PM
my tummy feels sick. it rumbles, no not cause it's hungry, it's frustrated with all the junk that's coming in.. ): omg. i think i'm gonna pass out soon. my head's spinning, my body's weak, my legs are jiggly. whoa. and i've sch tmrw. oh good god. wad am i gonna do. and im still managing to type this entry. currently having goosebumps everywhere. alone at home with sis. hmm. not cause of that tho. i've to run to the toilet every few mins. diarrhhoea? god what is wrong with my darn body! i hate it enough on the outside. and now this. sigh. alright. 2 days mc over. sch tmrw. darned. hate thursdays. really long and tiring. hmt till 6.30!! aiyaaai. JOY! yeah. u noe. ok. i'm pukey, and hot, and sweaty, and irritated with myself. i just want to die. it seems to be a way out. cause at the rate im going. i'm never going to recover... it's just too hard. ppl think it's easy. but hell no. it's a rough journey. one that's gonna come to an end. if i bring it. oh god. save me. i'm so tired of this vicious cycle that i'm stuck in. i wanna swim away but dont know how... ):
