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Saturday, March 31, 2007
- 7:23 PM
there i go again. sigh sigh sigh. argh im so sick of myself i feel so disgusted with myself now! i hate this vidya. all pessimistic and lonely and unwilling to change things! NO SHE HAS TO DIE. the old vid has to come back somehow. i guess i have to ignore everything! and move on with life. fck ppl who hate me. i DONT owe them a living! i owe it to myself. NOBODY stops me frm living happily. definitely not her! NO WAY. i want to be happy and gay (: haha. seriously. i really do wanna change. but i just find it hard. maybe i love complaining and then hiding. and maybe things arent looking up for me right now. but it's okay. i will overcome it somehow. I MUST. i swear if i dont i will be.. UGH. forget it. nobody stops me frm my aim of 10 points for my mid years first. you hear that vidya, NOBODY stops you. keep that in mind. do you think it's worth ruining your life just cause you feel self pityful? it's STUPID vid. so stupid. cmon. if you looked at someone just like the way you are now 2 yrs ago, you'd laugh your ass off and say 'she's so dumb. she knows she can be strong but yet, she isnt trying'. THEN WHY ARE YOU CONTRADICTING YOURSELF SO MUCH? CMON VID. YOU CAN DO THIS! YOU KNOW YOU CAN.
she loves
-SOFTBALL!!
-ana
-goofing around
-being craaazy!
-drivin ppl mad!!
-laming around.
-HUHarharhar.
-makin ppl laugh!! (: -grinz-
she hates.
liars?*
=DOCTORS!! they suck.
=giving up. (altho i always do) )):
=musicals
Wishlist
she just wants /ipod shuffle
/score for o's
/softball!
/get past this period! /my own mitt!
/nike shoes!!
/to get on with life.
/to play nxt yr!
/to reorganize my life.