Saturday, March 10, 2007

- 8:41 PM

just sad . nothing else. dont know why. it's like. just found out someone plays just as good as i did. DID being the key word. i suck like shit at softball now. but my fiery passion will drive me to work harder. and play harder than ever. i'll train up for it. nxt yr maybe. oh wait, definitely. and study too. DUH. i mean. so what if she did it? i did it before too. wont reveal what the 'it' really is. but i can say she's really changed in a way. or maybe i'm just being the green-eyed monster that i am. after all, it's that monster that i am that caused my frenship with my bestie to collapse and perpetually disintegrate. sadly. dont know if it can be saved. all i know is, i'm tired of being the one to keep trying. so i talked to you and left it up to you. yeah. anw, back to tt. i believe i did that against nanyang? and i bet NOBODY remembers it. was when sebastian was still our coach. it was magnificent, the feeling of running in. the ball far far far away. whoa wad i wouldnt give to relive that moment again. but it's gone. faded away. for others that is. for me, it's still etched deep within. like it was yesterday. i remember. even if nobody else does. mr singh was right. 'you'll always remember the runs you score. FOR LIFE.' and yes, i do remember the homerun i had scored once before.

just the girl.

VIDYA
15-going-on-16! XD
~~rafflesian~~
newtowner ):
~~e1/1'o4~~
~~e2/1'o5~~
~~e3/2'o6~~
e4/2'o7
softballer fereva!!!
catcher!!(:

she loves
-SOFTBALL!!
-ana
-goofing around
-being craaazy!
-drivin ppl mad!!
-laming around.
-HUHarharhar.
-makin ppl laugh!! (: -grinz-

she hates.
liars?*
=DOCTORS!! they suck.
=giving up. (altho i always do) )): =musicals

Wishlist

she just wants
~~/ipod shuffle~~
/score for o's
/softball!
/get past this period!
~~/my own mitt!~~
/nike shoes!!
/to get on with life.
/to play nxt yr!
/to reorganize my life.

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