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Friday, March 30, 2007
- 6:23 PM
fuck shit, i hate my life. i hate my grandma too. all over again. she keeps saying i dont take my meds. which is total rubbish. just cause i dont take 30mg of prozac, i'm a depressed kid? it makes no sense? i dont think i need the meds. anyway, if she hears me she'll be like. 'oh that's a sign of sickness'. fuck it man. fuck shit. i hate life. seriously. i hate it. somebody trashed my table today. i dont know who. and i WANT to find out. who would pour some ribena looking drink ALL OVER my table!? which bloody coward did it?! i dont know. i hate it. i'm boiling with anger now. i hate life. i hate everything about it. i want to run away . want to transfer out of sch. want to runaway. maybe im the coward. ): i dont know, dont care. alli know is, i HATE STUPID BLOODY KENNETH KOH AND KUMARAGURU. they dont give me a chance to explain my situation. and go arnd callin me a bitch. fuck off seriously. just fuck off. i dont know who to trust anymore. practically everybody's bitching about me. in my face they laugh and smile, behind my back. OUCH. stabb! ): I HATE MYSELF. i hate everything. god, im so full of hatred now. finally, NOBODY extra can read my blog! and im DAMN HAPPY about it. (: YAY. now i can write whatever i want! yeah man. i feel slightly better. (: which is a good start. at least well im not that suicidal no more?
she loves
-SOFTBALL!!
-ana
-goofing around
-being craaazy!
-drivin ppl mad!!
-laming around.
-HUHarharhar.
-makin ppl laugh!! (: -grinz-
she hates.
liars?*
=DOCTORS!! they suck.
=giving up. (altho i always do) )):
=musicals
Wishlist
she just wants /ipod shuffle
/score for o's
/softball!
/get past this period! /my own mitt!
/nike shoes!!
/to get on with life.
/to play nxt yr!
/to reorganize my life.