Sunday, February 25, 2007
- 11:30 PM
i love the song patience by take that. it's just got soo much meaning. and it speaks to me in so many ways.. 'my heart is numb, has no feeling, so while i'm still healing.. just try and have a little patience..' these words speak to me so much. anyways. today was okay i guess. nothing much. at home. went out. met new frens. (: went out with them to vivo. yeah. i only noe em for like 2 hours and we're already tight like we've known each other for years! hahah. hw cool is that?! hehe. yeah. and then still have you on my mind. i dont know what to do about it.. it seems i'm the only one that thinks it's worth saving. and you don't. which makes me sad cause it looks like i've meant nothing to you. it's all about you now isnt it? sigh. forget it. if you dont want it anymore then tell me. at least i'll stop harping over it and feelin so depressed and crying and all. cmon i've a life too. wad's the point if i try so hard when it will come to nth? im sure if youre reading this, you'll know what i mean. i've always treated you like my best fren. but guess you've never really treasured it. to tell me 'i'm not sure' says alot. ahhhh. why am i being faced with so many difficulties? excuse me big guy up there, where is my rainbow? guess its on the way.. but where?? still waiting. guess i shld have a little patience.. hehe. (: and hope that every hurdle that i'm faced with just makes me stronger .. makes me a fighter. i noe i am. i noe i can do this. i can pull myself out. i'll prove you wrong ms tan. i'll prove you wrong coach. i'm going to prove everyone who's doubting me now. that they're WRONG.
