Saturday, February 24, 2007
- 3:01 PM
man i swear chris tan hates me. or has sth against me, for that matter. anyway, forget her. god's testing me. im serious. history's repeating itself. OH MAN. i'm not in for nationals. AGAIN. at least i thought if i wasnt in for zonal, i still had nationals to fight for. but now, i just have nth. yeah yeah u ppl say it's not the end of the world waaad. you still can play in JC. BLAH! WHATEVER. YOU JUST DONT UNDERSTAND HOW HURTFUL IT IS TO HEAR THAT YOU'RE NOT FCKING GOOD ENOUGH FOR NEW TOWN SCH TEAM. hello. it's new town. not even like raffles or combined schools or sth. NEW TOWN. if i'm not even good enough for NEW TOWN, then wad makes me think i'm good enough for ANYTHING? jeez. i cant even make it in for my own sec. sch team. fish man. ): so is it because i'm not good? yeah. DUH. so obvious. you'll never know how hard i tried. to do what i had to do. _ and train. hard. went for trainings, had to tolerate all that bullshit i get from *YOU. sob. i know you dont mean it. but that's what i'm getting. sigh. other than that, MY LIFE IS GOOD. YEAH RIGHT. who am i frgging kidding. argh.
