Tuesday, December 12, 2006
- 9:20 PM
groan. me thinking about it all over again. well. my fever's gone. PHEW. but my throat's no better. sigh. oh wells. i dont know. i'm just so dumb. ): thinking about something that will never be mine. sob. but i'm still gonna wait. i know i know. i'm sucha dumb ass right. tell me abt it. but what can i do? i have to listen to myself. and right now it's telling me to wait. so that's wad i'm gonna do. wait. sigh. i know it's a waste of my time. but ... i can't do anything right now. so .. yeah. anyways. that's just a little update of my crappy life. ARGH. it's all about you isnt it? GROAN. sigh. i dont know wad to do! OH PPL. i'm off to sydney from the 22nd to 30th. so lookin forward to it! YAAY. FINALLY ALLOWED TO GO. AWESOME. ((: XD at least i hope i wont be thinking too much abt you. HOPE. sigh. okay forget it. i'm thinking too much. again. bet my fever's gonna come back. honestly sometimes i wish i'd get scarlett fever! then i'll just die. and all my misery and pain wil end. AND AT LEAST YOU'D BE HAPPY. RIGHT? TO SEE ME DEAD. then i wont irritate you anymore right? SOMEBODY KILL ME PLEASE. ): FINISH THE JOB. END MY PAIN.
