Thursday, December 07, 2006
- 11:10 PM
ugh i feel so fat!!! )): SIGH. oh wells. i'm fat anyways. gotta start running!!!
anyways. life's terrible. as usual. nothing's new. everything's bad. ): been eating lots. wells. good for me i guess. hahahhaahaha. plus not forgetting my ensures. heh. yup. i'm stil on em. haha. sigh. hmm. but not for long.. ((: hehehe. anyways. i'm so stupid! i went to call YOU. again. and then felt hurt and sad and the whole cycle started all over again! WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?? i noe that everytime i call you i always end up feeling down and depressed. so why do i keep dialing yr damn number??? ARGH. really must stay away frm the phone. no other way. hmm. but now certain other ppl are finding me irritating too. and are telling him that. so... what can i do? if you and YOU think i'm irritating. then well.. TOO BAD! NEWSFLASH* I DON'T CARE! rmb? i am worth more than you think. *dont need you
you may think that i cant survive without you. but well. although u were right. WERE! no more! i can do fine without you. believe it. and well. here's sth for you. YOU'RE ANNOYING TOO! ANNOY THE CRAP OUT OF ME. ARGH. YOU IDIOT. called me one. now i'm calling you that too! DAMN.
-i needa learn to let you go-
and stop hurting myself unnecessarily!!
H-E-L-P??