Friday, December 08, 2006
- 5:43 PM
yep. me again. and no, i'm no better. sigh. crappy. oh well. at least today i got to watch the girls play! against nanyang. well. frankly. it was quite good a game. seriously. they played well. XD wish i could have played. thought that by going there i would feel free. but well. truthfully, i felt terrible. cause i felt excluded. like im no longer a part of the team. ): sigh. what to do? my consequence of my actions. haha. oh wells. plus i cant get myself to stop thinking about some stuff coz the only way i distract myself is thru softball! which i can no longer do. ): so now what?? someone tell me cause i have no idea anymore. anyways. i can safely say i've stopped obsessing over you. haha. i've finally got a grip over myself! YAY. hahas. (; but i stil do think about it occassionally. altho u've called me stupid, an idiot, dumb, deaf, irritating.. all that's left to do is call me a freakin slut. which u havent done so far. SO FAR.. being the key words here folks. no luck in trying to get him to talk to me. so i've given up on that for the year.. no point wasting my youth on sucha creature like YOU. yes, CREATURE. is the word to describe you. for now.. anyways. i'm wasting my youth on you. and i cant seem to stop myself. again. sigh. i suck man. and plus you've already indirectly called me ugly. yay for me. so now i've got the word 'ugly' added to the list of things you've said to me so far. JOY. boohoo.
-do i look that bad?-
heh. i dont care anymore?
sure i do. cause it's YOU.
and it's me.
GROAN*
