Wednesday, December 06, 2006
- 7:15 PM
i hate this. )): see i always hate everything. mans. i lead a sad sad life. right now i'm feeling like shit. shit i tell you. i feel so ***. fill in the blanks. hehe. seriously. i'm a pig! ahhs. damn me. i suck. ); that's why i'm like this. wth. i've been abandoned. and left all alone. as in my family havent physically left me and no, i'm not orphaned. but yes, i feel alone. and deprived. ); of some certain thing. sigh. i'm sooooo irritated. sob. i'm always irritated and all. i hate myself. i hate everything about me. my attitude, my looks, my voice? i dont know. i just hate it all! wish i would disappear really. it would FULFILL SOMEONE'S WISH. YEA? i know it. i wish YOU would disappear really. ): but i want you to be right here. so badly. ): but i know it's no point and that i'm only wasting my time, saliva, effort, energy. yeah.. you get the point right? XD good. anyways.. life better be better nxt yr. otherwise.. man. i will just die. ): and i want to change everything now. sob. i hate you. but i also dont. what's this rubbish?!?