Monday, December 11, 2006
- 10:30 PM
look at pathetic old me!! think so much until i'm down with fever. ARGH. so not worth it right guys? yeah tell me about it. LOL. oh wells. i'm so miserable now. groan. didn sleep last night.. well, not properly at least. i was cold for one minute and then warm the nxt. didn make sense? hmm. guess nth really makes sense when you're sick! ((= lol. oh wells. anyways.. these days i've been up and down again. wahhs. sigh. nvm. well.. blogging coz i'm bored. and sick to my stomach. been eating even tho i'm not hungry. well i'm never really hungry. hehe. oh well whatever. i'm bored to death. supposed to be able to go to sydney for this camp thing. but then .. ARGH. cant go. disappointment again. ): as always. sigh. i'm damn sad. groan. so much disappointments! for a 15 yr old! GRRRR. i swear my life is full of shit. ARGH. anyways. i've missed out on OBS, then the student leader camp.. which i normally go for! AND NOW THIS! GRR. irritating. forget it. so my sis is off to sydney on 22nd. and my mom's off to california this wed. along with my aunt.. and i'll be left ALL ALONE with my grandparents! JOY TO ME. i really hope we wont fall out again. or i'll really DIE. god help me! ): wil i get studying done? ERR NO? HEHE. sigh. yaaay! 20 more days! til nxt yr. and i can hopefully talk to you again.! ((: stupid me stil putting hope on sth that will never become mine again. ): or wil you? hmm.
-gotta get panadol-
sheesh.