Sunday, December 17, 2006
- 10:40 PM
okay. i'm just so bored. feeling full. drank hella lot of water. (= and i dont know why.. feeling thirsty. yep. sigh. anyways. guess im not exactly over him yet. ): sad story. oh well. me takin pity on myself again. wth. yeah. lamo me. sigh nvm. haha. hate him. i'm sure lotsa ppl out there hate him too! (; yay. ok. i'm bein bugged to go to bed. oh well. yeah. and today was scary cos i went out into the balcony and like lay there. staring at the sky and my grandparents thought i went missing. n my grandpa went out to look for me! omg. yeah. i'm sucha bitch. make old ppl worry only. sigh. I'M SORRY!! ): i'm just doing so many stupid things nowadays.. dont know who i am anymore. only have you to thank for that. SHEESH. annoyance. dont think i can play nxt yr. wont have a chance at the rate things are going.. )): might as well go die. now that you mention it.. why not? heh heh. at least my pain will end. permanently.