Saturday, December 16, 2006
- 9:37 PM
man i feel terrible. )): first i thought i was over you, and now i'm not. WHAT IS GOING ON?? sigh. i dont know anymore. feeling worse and worse with each passing day.. that's all i can say. missing the campteen gatherin on 22nd. GROAN. off to sydney. YAY. oh well. been watching dvds all day. slacker right? i know. first the haunting .. then red water.. then when a stranger calls.. then mr deeds.. and finally.. corpse bride! (: WHOO. had fun. but got scolded by grandma. well wad can i say.. she's definitely NOT the slacker. i SO dont belong here. sigh. ): nvm. my heart aches. but i think it's cos of my prob. not cos of you. and i went running todae. ((: after soooo long. i almost died of a heart attack. god i'm terribly UNFIT. ); and it hurts to know that. great. i'm supposed to be a softballer. who cant run! wth is that man? hmm. gotta keep going at it. for nxt yr. that is, if i even play! gosh if i dont play then well.. i'll go back to ED. serious. it gives me sth.. since i wont have softball. then i'll have that. so.. well that's ONLY if i dont make it back on the team.. doesnt mean i'm not gonna try okay. sorreh. this catcher's comin back! whether you like it or not. and whether or not i die trying. i'll make it back. i absolutely dont care. softball is love. ((=
