Wednesday, December 20, 2006
- 3:20 AM
yeah right. who was i kidding? sigh. i'm sucha loser. bigges idiot in the world. i know. i feel so dumb now. )): okay okay. u can throw stones and rotten tomatoes at me now! i totally deserve it. sigh. forget it. i'm not the one who belongs to loserville. anyway. i cant sleep. i'm losing sleep. thinking about stupid things.. is it worth it? NO. i dont think so. got an app with lee tmr. i'm so screwed. YAY. hope i'm leaving for sydney on 21st!! that is, if lee doesn say no. gosh. i will die here in spore. hmm. oh well. at least i'll be awayyy!! YESSS. i need a vacation bad. well this isnt a vacation. so .. haha. i'll be enjoying anyway! knowing i'm miles away.. ((; frm all my problems.