Monday, November 20, 2006
- 6:20 PM
someone pls tell me.. wad to do when someone you truly care abt disses you. or treats you no better than dirt. HOW FRUSTRATING is that??! hmm. VERY. but it's even better when you show that person that you dont care either!! ((: YEAH. hmm oh well. nvm. you know deep down, i will always care for you. no matter what. even if you do diss me. i just maybe wont show it? yupp. heck. life's a bitch no? hahah. it is. sometimes. sigh. hope to go ferr trainings soon! really really do. oh well. been doing chem. getting scolded by grandma again. for going sch. whatever. she thinks i'm meeting up with guys. HELL THAT'S FUNNY. wahahah. yea. it kinda is. so ridiculous. hmm. i think im actually beginning to get you out! its been 2 days i think since i've gone without thinking so much abt u. YAAAY. all hail me! haahahaha. only another month or so. then i'll have to face you. which is worse. WAHH. but u aint stopping me man. No way. THINK AGAIN. (: maybe we wil be frens? maybe not. i mean, i have to consider. THE WAY YOU TALK MAKES ME WANNA SLAP YOU LEFT AND RIGHT. i swear. i dreamt i did. and i woke up feeling SOOO GOOD. wonder how that will feel like in real life. (: WEEEE. nah. wont be so evill. haha. SEE. EVEN AFTER ALL YOU'VE DONE AND SAID TO ME. I CANT BELIEVE THE PHRASE 'WONT BE EVIL' EVEN COMES TO MY MIND WHEN I THINK OF YOU. what does that say? huh?! that YOU suck. you think you're great. but i think you suck. SO BAD. i feel SO SORRY for you .. you noe? SO SO SORRY. coz you dont seem to noe wad you're doing with yrself and wad u want in life. you dont have a clue wad you wanna do with yr life. AND THAT'S OH SO SAD. serious. it is. pity you man. how are u gonna build a life nxt time? hmm. now to think of it, i'm glad i'm not gonna be a PART OF IT. otherwise i think i'l just die. (: there. FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. HAHAHAHAHAAHAH.
-unworthy bitch signing off-