Wednesday, November 29, 2006
- 6:04 AM
i swear sometimes living with yr grandparents can be great and irritating at times. sigh. i'm suchan ungrateful little bitch right? i know. i mean what did my grandparents do to deserve such a child. UGH. unfairness. wish i wasnt so mean to them. if i were them and i had to deal with such a grandchild i'd like murder i think. sigh. but that's me. ungrateful.selfish.piggy.moronic. wad the. sigh. that's just me. i suck. everything about my family sucks. ): i think it's cause i'm a problematic child. yup. it's all because of me. life's a bitch man. screw the world. i dont care anymore. it's easier that way. i havent been doing any revision for the past few weeks and i also cant be bothered. it's like i'm such a slacker. and i'm going to screw up my o's nxt yr. and ruin my future.. and blah blah blah.. my life's over man. as far as i know it. havent played softball in 100 yrs. havent done anything i like. havent seen a movie. havent had PEACE OF MIND. havent stopped thinking of you. what cld be nxt. havent gone out of the house to have fun with any of my frens. havent been happy in a LONG LONG TIME. havent quit my old habits. havent figured out what to do with myself. sigh. all i have managed to do.. is .... be miserable! and create lotsa problems for everyone. and be a bitch basically. look everyone. i'm having the time of my life. *weee* i've had enough. somebody save me? where are you when i need u most.
-cant seem to let u go-
come down to me.
