Saturday, November 18, 2006
- 4:26 AM
whoos. i'm back. yea. again. hahaah. todae was sooo boring. ): as usual. i tried to do some work. hey i tried alright. but i guess it wasnt hard enough. another day goes by. without any work done. as in catching up. i'm gonna die next yr. see! all i ever know how to do is like keep complaining and worrying abt what will happen if i dont do sth. how stupid do i sound. see i'm so worthless. very muchh. ): well doesnt matter. i bet my whole family thinks im worthless too. i aint as good as my sis. who's like doing everything under the tuscan sun! im serious. she's like in debate, had a work attachment, and has this THIMUN or whatever thingy that's supposed to be this international blah blah blah thing. sigh. u get the point? so she's always running arnd. out of the house. leaving me all alone! as in. with the rest of my family. giving them more reason to nag at me. which isnt very good at all. ): plus they keep bringing YOU up. which just makes things even worse. coz it just makes it harder on my part. cant they take a hint. jeez. terrible. see. i'm living terribly. well every teenager out there is. hang in there. we'll get thru it. ok. i'm crapping. (: yeap. sigh. nvm. at least sme ppl are reading this. sigh. GREAT. now i cant even go to sch nxt wk for fun. WTH. i cant stand this anymore. this is irritating. I HATE YOU PPL. ): i hate myself more man. more than anyone will ever know..
another black day
-and it's all because of YOU-
